I am your angel
Who are you?
Why are you here?
You say the same things that all the others say.
I am your angel.
Set me free.
I am not ready to believe
what you say is true
because I was so ready before
and they left me cold.
Love is a confusing
and funny thing -
though not always does it make you laugh.
Sometimes you want to cry.
He messed me up bad but I can't tell you.
I am so weak and
I don't want you to know.
I move so quickly.
Peer pressure is a bitch.
I am so uncomfortable
but I feel that if I don't I'll lose again.
Now I read things from your past
and wonder if anything you say is true.
Maybe I will have to learn to trust.
But it is so hard.
I just want to fall asleep,
or just fall.
Why must I get up?
Can't I just stay on the ground
where I am stepped on?
Hold me, love me, caress me,
but don't break my heart.
If you don't love me, leave.
I don't need the lies.
So many things I wish
I hadn't done and
so many things I wish I had.
But it is in the past and
we must move on...
but to completely forget the past?
That is wrong.
I can't forget my past,
not when I have all these marks to remind me.
I am so messed up,
you don't want me.
Take your life before I ruin it.
Everything I touch dies.
Am I beautiful without the makeup?
Or are you just lusting for me.
I am tired of having guys ready to pounce me
and take advantage.
Sometimes I think it would be easier to be considered "ugly"
but it wouldn't.
Why can't the decent people think I am beautiful
and not just the ones wanting to get in my pants?
This is why I cry.
This is why I feel dead inside.
This is why when it rains I run outside
wishing to wash away my pain.
I am your angel.
Repair my broken wings.
Wipe my tears away.
And set me free.
Contributed by bunnyluvin
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