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I am just wondering what am I searching for in the relationship between me(an asian) and him (american guy divorce with 2 kids). I have been dating him for almost 1 month. We know each other from a matching website. The 1st time, we met we started to talk about sex. Then we kept on chatting and talk sex by phone. I expressed to him that I was worry about the future of us. Since we had so much different, not even the culture but locations.
As I do not have many experience on dating at all, actually I do not have many experience on sex. But when we met , I found that I was so eager to have sex with him. Actually I was a bit embarrassed to have real sex.
How come I can do it through internet without embarrassed with him ? Or am I just afraid of dating at all ?
Now we cannot meet soon. So I feel I have insecure on him : 1) I do not know whether he is cheating or not ? 2) Am I escaping the problem of mine - afraid to date and have sex, so I find the relationship oversea ?
Thanks for your advice. I know it is not a serious problem comparing with others. But sometimes, my mind is non stop to thinking of him but he cannot help me to figure it out the problem of mine.